Thursday - June 13, 2024

Dr. Pat Saxon

READING


“God of Rainbow, Fiery Pillar, leading where the eagles soar. We thy people, ours the journey, now and ever, now and ever more. “ (“Ours the Journey,” Julian B. Rush)

WORDS OF HOPE


I am writing the evening of Pride Sunday—after the color-splashed marching, the jubilant, raucous, and sometimes raunchy, celebration of who we are as individuals and as a community—we border crossing, transgressive people who chant... LOVE IS LOVE IS LOVE! We proud of the hard- won advances of recent years like marriage equality, while keenly aware of the very real threats to our liberty and safety today. Even in the face of such danger, we boldly proclaim, WE’RE HERE, WE’RE QUEER, AND WE’RE PROUD. 


I confess that the word Queer can still evoke the pain of its use as a hurtful barb hurled at those suspected of being LGBTQAI+ folk. And I remember crying into the night when I first felt powerful adolescent longings for another woman and imagined a secretive and tortured life, a life depicted in books like Radcliffe Hall’s “The Well of Loneliness.” 


What a relief to discover “Ruby Fruit Jungle” “an eminently queer tornado of a book,” according to Jonathan Katz, …in which the protagonist Molly didn’t wrestle with her sexuality, never apologized, and gleefully rejected anything that didn’t please her. Her story, for all its struggles, was about something we hadn’t yet even named: queer joy” ( New York Times, Nov. 20, 2023).


Recently, an online retreat led by UCC Pastor Cassidy Hall called “Queering Contemplation” has prompted me to ponder: While many of us now celebrate living a queer lifestyle in its various manifestations, I wonder if we have imagined what it might mean to embrace a queer spirituality? 


To step into an understanding of what such a spirituality might offer us, Rev. Dr. Pamela Lightsey, womanist queer theory scholar, explains, “[T]o say I am queer…is not only my self- identity, it is also my active engagement against heteronormativity. In other words, queerness is resistance against dominant societal forces—subverting these forces with love, justice, and liberation for all people.” 


To extend even more, Black Canadian poet Brandon Wint offers: “Queer, like escaping definition. Queer, like some sort of fluidity and limitlessness at once. Queer, like freedom too strange to be conquered. Queer, like the fearlessness to imagine what love can look like and pursue it.” 


Reading Wint’s definition convicts me. I know that while my own spiritual and religious seeking continues to press beyond the traditional beliefs of my Methodist girlhood with its masculine, score-keeping God, and to embrace the divine feminine and a dark-skinned Jesus, for example, my perspectives seem pale in comparison. Even when I have been seized by the Spirit’s power and called to the expansiveness of the Open Heart, it feels tame compared to entering Wint’s unconquerable freedom and fearless love. 


So I wonder aloud, Might today might be the day each of us asks: what would a queer spirituality look like for me? 


PRAYER


Come, queering God, and help us throw off the self- imposed and culturally imposed restraints to imagining who you are and where you might lead us. May your glorious, glittering Dancing Queen freedom show us new visions, new ways of loving. Amen.


DEVOTION AUTHOR 


Dr. Pat Saxon



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