Thursday - May 22, 2025
READING
“If a bullet should enter my brain, let that bullet shatter every closet door.” Harvey Milk
WORDS OF HOPE
It is ironic that this morning, when I am called to write a devotion that comes out on Harvey Milk Day, I read a NYTimes article on a Pee Wee Herman documentary shown at Sundance this January. Essentially, Paul Reubens, the actor who eventually took on the persona of Herman, speaks of getting involved with an attractive man in the 70’s, moving in and beginning an intimate relationship, but then, feeling that he was losing his identity, ended that relationship, and decided to go back in the closet. According to Mark Harris, “The shock is that, out of what he acknowledges was “self-hatred” and “self-preservation,” as well as ambition and the practical impossibility of surviving as an out Saturday-morning children’s star in the 1980s, he hid his true self even from many close associates and friends.” (NYTimes, May 12, 2025)
Harvey Milk, on the other hand, was a visionary civil and human rights leader who was one of the first openly gay elected officials in the United States when he won a seat on the San Francisco Board of Supervisors in 1977. “Milk’s unprecedented loud and unapologetic proclamation of his authenticity as an openly gay candidate for public office, and his subsequent election gave never before experienced hope to Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender (LGBT) people everywhere at a time when the community was encountering widespread hostility and discrimination.”* One of his successes was mobilizing to defeat Proposition 6, a California ballot initiative which would have mandated the firing of teachers who were openly gay. Milk felt strongly that we had to come out to fight for our rights: “We are coming out to fight the lies, the myths, the distortions. We are coming out to tell the truths about gays, for I am tired of the conspiracy of silence, so I’m going to talk about it. And I want you to talk about it. You must come out.”
Milk received regular death threats and knew that with the animus in some circles there was the possibility of his getting killed. One of the multiple copies of his will includes a directive “in case of my assassination” and included the quotation at the beginning of this reflection.
On November 27, 1978, Dan White, a disgruntled former city supervisor, assassinated both ally-mayor George Moscone and Harvey Milk. But instead of curtailing the LGBT+ movement, it helped fuel greater commitment to claiming our rights.
The juxtaposition of these two stories-- along with the resurgence of intolerance and hostility particularly toward the transgender community fueling the passage of bills and executive actions-- has raised the possibility of some people feeling the necessity of going back into the closet or not risking coming out. And this morning I worry that we will harshly judge folks who feel that they need to choose safety.
Oh, don’t get me wrong. I want us to be loud and proud, to speak and write, and to advocate and protest for our rights. But I don’t want to see what has happened in some circles about the Israeli-Arab crisis—the labeling of anyone who does not support Israel 100 percent, no questions asked, as anti-semitic. As followers of Jesus, we must give each other more respect, care, and love than that.
PRAYER
Justice Loving God who created each of us “fearfully and wonderfully,” help us push back against all that would oppress and turn back the progress we have made. And help us honor and support each other –even when our choices about whether we can live out loud and proud-- are different. Amen
DEVOTION AUTHOR
Dr. Pat Saxon
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